Yes I tested, of course I did. It’s so stupid early for a test. I didn’t even do it with the wake up wee so I can’t even really be sure it was prime testing conditions but anyway I TESTED because…CURIOUS.
And I got a freaking squinter. I hate squinters. So far for me they usually mean chemical pregnancies so I DO NOT have a lot of faith in the suckers.
Plus there’s the whole “oh it could be an evap line” although to be fair I could see the squinter after the 3 mins and the evap line is normally if you see it an hour later or something like that. So that’s where we are at.
Given that we seem to mostly get abnormal embryos AND my recent blood tests were all weird I am not holding out hope for a successful pregnancy. And I can’t even tell Eric because he told me not to test (of course he did). As if, Eric. As if.
OMMMMGGGGGG! Girl, BELIEVE! All you need is one normal embryo, just one, and this could SO be your one!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My beta with Lettie at 11 dpo was 35. 35! That was DEFINITELY a squinter. But here she is, almost three years later….
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OK yes that would def not be a squinter but I’m still not holding my breath 😉
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Uuuuuugh don’t do this to me!!!
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haha well we are all in the same boat. At least I’m not actually withholding lol 😉
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I believe in squinters! Good luck!!! Will you test again tomorrow?
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Yes I will definitely test again first thing 🙂 Thx for the luck!
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Oh.my.god. that is so exciting!!!! I am so excited for tomorrow morning now haha. You didn’t do a trigger for this cycle did you? Ahh all the best for tomorrow morning! I have faith xx
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Yes I did trigger but normally that’s out by about 9 days. I didn’t test it out though…
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That’s like 6dp5dt in IVF terms too and they are really rare anyway! Plus they are already a formed embryo in your uterus, there’s not to say that it’s just a later implanter but i know plenty who didn’t get a positive until 8dp5dt therefore 13 dpo. Eeep! x
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Hehe ok good info. Thanks!
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This is pretty exciting. and suspenseful. Oh my gosh how do you not share with Eric? It must be driving you mental hahaha. Fingers crossed!!!
Maybe (as stupid as this will sound) have a motivational chat with your uterus, something along the lines of, “okay Utie, we have had some hard times, but now is the time for you to start pulling your weight. I know you can do it so grab onto that egg baby and let’s do this thing!”. Kinda like when we were younger and saw a hot guy at the club and would tell our chests, “okay ladies, time to work it” hahaha.
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Bahahahaha love the chest analogy. I think the little utie chat is a fabulous idea. Trust me I will be doing something along those lines tonight!
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Have fun with it, maybe think up some bribes 🙂
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Haha i love the way you’re thinking
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Oh and i know Eric will get cross with me for testing as it is not a clear result so i manage to stop myself from sharing as I don’t feel like getting in trouble!
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Yup that would do it 🙂 Avoiding trouble is motivation in itself hahaha.
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Fingers crossed!!! And hopefully Eric doesn’t read your blog lol
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Haha nah I know he doesn’t. He so isn’t interested in all my blah blah. He gets a front row seat to that in life lol
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Oooo, they all start as squinters! Good luck!
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Haha that they do. Thanks!
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As if, Eric. Ha! And as RC states, “They all start as squinters.” Love that quote!
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Lol no such thing as an evap line on a hcg test sweetie! Wouldn’t that be freaking grand and hilarious?! All this stress for nothing?? I’m keeping all my fingers & toes & legs & eyes & hairs crossed for you!!
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Thx lovely. Woke with a full blwed this morning so I don’t know what it was I thought I saw…wishful thinking?
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Weird!! Hmmm…
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I want to see it! I bet it’s a real line! Why don’t you let us all confirm it for you 🙂
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Because it is so faint I can’t get it to come up in a photograph. ANYWAY must have been my imagination as I have started a full bleed overnight 😦
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OH NO! I’m so sorry 😦
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As you know, I know nothing of this stuff, but a line is a line, so I’m hoping for you, girl!
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Thx hon but no bebe this month 😦
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😦
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Any updates yet? I can never figure out the time/day difference between us.
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Lol me either. I started a full bleed overnight so feel like it must have been all in my head. 😦
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Nooooo! NO! I was hoping beyond hope that this was your miracle. 😦 😦 😦
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Yeah it blows. It would have been kinda magical. *sigh*
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It really fucking blows. But you will get your magic, I promise. I don’t know exactly how or when, but you will.
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