Far out, I feel like this priming has taken FOREVER. I was so excited to start and the time was zipping on by but then we got to two weeks out and the whole thing felt like it came to a stand still.
I have essentially been visualising a mental calendar seventy squillion times a day for the last two weeks. 12 days to go. Check later that day. Count. Ok so 12 days to go. And repeat. I am slowly sending myself MAD. It’s a self created fucking 2WW. What sort of idiot puts themselves into that? Oh me. Yes, that would be me. ANYWAY. Continue reading
So me and the priming don’t really seem to be getting along, sadly.
I started taking the melatonin and using the androgen cream on Saturday (and I was already taking the CoQ10) and by Monday things were feeling a bit off in the old tum tum.
(there’s a post about my priming protocol here)
I have had stomach cramps off and on all day the last couple of days, some eeerrrr explosive visits to the lav and intermittent stabby headaches slamming my brain on a regular basis (making me wonder if I have the makings of a brain tumour going on in there…because that’s how sane people think). Continue reading
CoQ10, Androgen Cream (essentially testosterone), Melatonin
I picked up my goodies from the compounding chemist today so today is officially Day 1 of priming.
*clapping and cheering from the cheap seats is heard*
My current (new) clinic primes with the following (my old clinic primed with nothing): Continue reading