So I did the more sensitive First Response pregnancy test when we got home from our little outing this morning and once again I seem to have fallen pregnant during my IVF prep cycle. It seems the removal of the endo and perhaps my priming meds really seem to work together nicely and make me fertile.
Here it is…the test.
I’m not yaying this time which I feel guilty about but I’m just so tired by it all. And seriously, I’ve been bleeding for about 5 days now so it doesn’t make me feel as hopeful as I could be. I had full flow Monday and lighter bleeding since but it’s definitely more than spotting (just got off phone from acupuncturist and she is sorting herbs for this). The line isn’t that dark – I’m estimating I’m 13dpo – and I just had a miscarriage so I feel like the odds just aren’t really in my favour when it comes to pregnancy but anyway, it is what it is.
I’ve put a call into the clinic and I guess there will be a HCG soon but maybe Monday as it is Friday here now. I’m actually OK with Monday as then it has a chance of not being an exceptionally low number. I don’t know how much more I can stand of the highs and lows.
Someone get excited for me so I can just hang in there. I’m exhausted by the roller coaster today. Mucho love.