I had an amazing week last week – until Friday evening. Something happens when the weekend hits and I craaaave treats. I didn’t give in this time (go me) but I seemed to spend the whole weekend obsessing over what I couldn’t have.
Leading up to the weekend I was feeling so good and wanting only healthy food, I felt like I’d really turned a corner. But as always in this race for good health, where there is one turn for good then can be another for bad.
The last 2 days have seen me in a super grumpy mood and I have a cold sore on my bottom lip despite how healthy I am right now so rather than jumping for joy over my achievement of a really great eating week I am just in a mood.
Weight: Β 61.5kgs – I have to say I was gutted when I saw this number on the scale this morning. Although it is not a gain I felt like I wasn’t being rewarded for my efforts of such a healthy week. And I felt skinnier and my clothes are fitting better and even Eric has said I am looking great so I was like WTF? I didn’t expect to lose a great amount but I thought maybe half a kg might have just slipped off. This is why they often say don’t listen to the scales – especially at this point where I am within 5 kgs of my goal.
Did I eat from the naughty list this week? If so, what?
(naughty list is lollies/sweets, biscuits, the usual suspects)
NO! I was sooooo good all week. No naughty list. The healthy treat concept is definitely helping me. Β I turned down hot chips at the park on Tuesday and sweet yummy biscuits on Friday too. My willpower was astounding!
Did I exercise 3+ times this week? Yes! I have rediscovered Fitness Blender. If you don’t know what it is then you need to check it out. It is FREE and is basically a gazillion exercise routines you can do at home. They are vidoes so it’s like you are having some one on one time with the instructor of your gym class. I did the following:
Thurs – cardio – whole body – 30 mins.
Saturday – upper body strength – 30 mins
Sunday – lower body strength – 30 mins
Any new recipes/healthy treats to share? Β I did a lot of great cooking this week. I’ll have to come back and put links in for those interested.
- Homemade ketchup
- Pulled pork shoulder
- Homemade smokey bbq sauce
- homemade pita wraps (spelt flour) – I’m blaming these for stopping me from shifting weight on the weekend π
- Homemade chicken kievs with almond + sunflower seed crumbing
I realised after the weigh in this morning and getting crabby with Eric that the Androgen cream comes with a few side effects which could explain some of this: weight gain and increased mood and aggressiveness. The mood thing is just subtle right now but I feel it there below the surface and have been wondering what the hell that is all about. I feel a bit better now I have an answer. Only just over a week left on the cream so hopefully getting off it helps. And I feel glad I am being so healthy now as my weight gain would probably be more if I was cheating. Just have to keep at it.
Oh it’s a journey, such a journey.
Such a journey indeed. I am eating so well lately but I am on HGH which my husband reminded me (when I complained about my swollen face) that it is what Barry Bonds took to get that weird body and neck. Haha. The best we can do is keep on keepin on and hope when we look back on this time we handled it the best we could π
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That is so true. Thank you for such great advice. It had an immediate calming effect on me π
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PS hope you rock the weird neck look haha It will all be over one day.
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Great job on the no cheating with food, and getting your exercise in! I wish I could be more creative in the kitchen…that’s why I make B do most of the cooking lol! Hope getting off of that cream will help you out some as well!
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Yes I’m not naturally creative in the kitchen AT ALL. I just follow a lot of pages who are. I always have to cook from a recipe though. π
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So glad you’re enjoying Fitness Blender. It’s been my go-to for a while now. Best thing about it is neither of the two instructors is annoying. π
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Haha totally! I got the idea from you long ago. It is such an awesome site!
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Good for you! I know you aren’t happy, but it’s still in the right direction and you haven’t been having the encouragement of public displays of eating habits anymore. I on the other hand have been baaaaaad lately. Chips, poutine, chocolate, cookies, and many many lattes slipped into my last week’s menu! The working out 4x/week has turned me into a teenage boy. I have to pretend in publicly airing my dirty menu again so I snap out of this indulgence! Keep up the great work Em, and hopefully I can find my inspiration in you! Xx
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*happy about the weight loss, specifically
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All good. I got it π
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Oooooo poutine. How good that sounds! Ha ha so the working out is leaving you starving? It does do that sometimes. You poor thing. Keep at it. As you well know, you will have good days and bad. π
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It is a journey. And I’m so impressed with your willpower! X
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ha thanks lovely. Fell off the wagon last night. It was always coming! lol
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Ahhh, these things happen. As long as you get back on again, you’ll outweigh the bad with the good!
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You go with that willpower, girl! I can pretty much turn down anything, but hot chips. I mean, I just can’t do it. But I’m trying to look at it like, so? So i have some hot chips every week or so. Big deal. I think you are doing great and I do think the testosterone could for sure be messing with your mood and weight. And besides, you look GREAT. And now you feel great, too. Screw the number on the scale!
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I also left sour gummies bears in the cupboard unopened for over a week! (broke last night – I knew yesterday I was going to fall of the wagon, just knew it). ANYWAY today is a new day. Flipping freezing here at the moment. We are having some polar cold snap floating up the coast (we are normally always temperate like California or Florida). It’s 4 degrees this morning (39.2F) and we are not set up for that shit!
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Just think about how well you’re doing even with that darn androgen on board! I think that stuff would tear me to pieces. I’m so hormone sensitive.
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I am too actually – can’t take birth control pill for the life of me – so I should remember this about myself and give myself a dang break! Thanks for the reminder!
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Break. Need break!
I can’t do those BCPs either.
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http://drsircus.com/medicine/confessions-of-a-cardiologist-treat-the-inflammation-not-the-cholesterol
Just read this and thought you might like
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