I got myself in a bit of a tizz today as my brain decided to work out that based on the 2 week estimate my PGD results would be due Easter Monday and that is a holiday here…as is Good Friday. So I reasoned (with myself – always the best kind) that based on that timing the lab would be moving heaven and earth to finish pending testing before the 4 day weekend. Makes sense right?
So I rang the clinic and insisted they call the lab to find out if this was true. I’m so their favourite client right now. And they called back to say yes, I should hear tomorrow provided the lab has “no technical difficulties”. Weird proviso but whatever.
I WAS RIGHT. Eeeeeep.
So now that I know in that really know kinda way I have that oh. my. god. I can’t bear to wait feeling. It is excruciating. And a little bit exciting too but REALLY excruciating.
I’ve been a flipping zen master about it all until now but that has been possible because I haven’t really known or even considered when the results may be in. Now I’m using all my energy to just hold this shit together. I feel good and hopeful and even a bit excited. Holy shit I hope….actually I can’t complete that sentence as it entertains the opposite of what I want to be true. So we will just go with excited and hopeful and greatness and such stuff.
See you in the next 24 hours.