Yeah that about sums it up.
I forgot how much stims sucked for me last time. I actually just went back to read my post from last cycle to see if I hated it then and I did. I was fine until this morning when I woke up after 9 hours sleep feeling like I’d had none at all and it pretty much hasn’t changed for the rest of the day. It doesn’t help that I seem to have suddenly lost my skill for injecting myself and it stings like a mofo every time the needle goes in. *sigh*
I tried to get Monkey to have a nap this afternoon so I could have one but he wasn’t having it. Fingers crossed he will pass out on the couch any moment he is so tired (sometimes when I have some really good juju going around that seems to happen but it’s not often). To be honest, today doesn’t feel like a good juju day. I just went to the shops to get stuff for dinner and left a bag there. Didn’t realise until I got home of course so had to pack the child back in the car and go back and get it.
Leaving the bag behind = juju not so hot.
Finding bag when I went back = juju actually pretty good.
So maybe I should just stop being a glass half empty estrogen raged biatch and stop my whining. It clearly could be worse. We could have no food, no house, no car, no clothes, no life. I need to just get over myself.
I’m looking forward to this part passing. I think, from memory, it was just worse for me at the beginning. It must be the hormone surge or something. So I’m counting on this all settling down real soon.
Funnily enough we are starting on the exact same date and day this time as last time. In Oct my cycle started Mon Oct 6, this month it started Mon Jan 6. It will be interesting to see if egg collection lands on the same day…
I think that’s probably enough whining and misery from me for one day. I need to go yell at Eric for stuffing up our flight booking to the states for later this year. He will be jumping for joy. Ha.